hah!so i'm surviving at usm, and its the weekend of the third week here.and all i have to say is...Pusat Seni RAwKS!!!!!ye..we have one class a day, and its occasionally cancelled.in fact so far i have had exactly one proper class, and in that class, learned how to draw vertical and horizontal lines.yup.i drew lines.for 2 hours.how great is that?that is too great.it is too unbelievable.im taking a degree in my hobby.
and!my first assignment is to design a t-shirt.incredible.my whole course is 100% coursework.i will never have written tests, unless my teacher feels like it.see, arts is completely the Reverse of the Norm.you are expected to dress like,i dunno,like not-formal or tightassed.i bet they give us marks for style.and your homework is based completely on your own creativity.it's all you.serlahkan personalitimu and all that.wear bright colours and weird clothes so that when people look at you they know, ah tulaaah, budak seni, kureng betul..haha.
so far here i have been speaking bm all the time 24 hours.i have never spoken so much bm in my life.and its mostly sarawak malay.imagine coming all the way to malaya and going around kitak- and kamek-ing.jeez.naturally the sarawakians stick together because people generally don't know what to do with us.we are united before the confusion of others.
im supposed to give a useful guide to life in usm for all those people who are gonna come here so they won't be lost and stupid like i was when i was packing, but..im just too lazy.you get like that after a while.heheh.i'll tell you about my first week.
i cried every night.i felt like crying whenever people talked about family,or hometowns, or kuching.i hated penang.the weather sucked.the food sucked(canteen food mah).the people sucked.washing my own laundry sucked.bathing without a heater sucked.normal tv sucks.
and then after the fourth or fifth day i just stopped crying,or feeling depressed, or anything.it was the day after i called my dad and told him i couldn't stand it anymore and i wanted to go home and i was stupid not to ask for any random course at unimas. haha.
of course everything didn't just suddenly become okay.
missing supernatural on thursdays still sucks.also people still ask me which country i come from.and i bother my cousins a lot more because i have no one to talk to heheh putting my credit to good use.
otherwise, i know where my classes are, and im enjoying my course so far(probably coz there's so little of it) and i have a bunch of sarawakians to hang out and mengumpat orang malaya with haha.
i still miss everyone and evrything..miss you guys,miss you miss you